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Mashuqur Rahman

Mashuqur Rahman

[Mashuqur Rahman, USA]

Last week I received an email from a dear friend. The email came from Sweden, on Valentine’s Day. I have spent the better part of this week trying to craft a response. I have failed. This post is my attempt at a response.

My blog is anti-torture. There is a logo on the sidebar of this blog that declares the unequivocal position of this blog and its author. Being anti-torture seems to me to be a commonsense position to hold. It is however not a position that is universally held. There are torturers in this world and there are those who aid and abet the torturers. Then there are the victims. My friend, Tasneem Khalil, is a torture victim.

On May 10th of last year I received an urgent email from a friend. It was 4:04pm and I was at my mundane day job. Soon many other emails arrived with the same news. Tasneem Khalil, a Bangladeshi journalist and researcher for Human Rights Watch, had been picked just hours earlier by the Bangladesh military. Just before 1am on the morning of May 11 (Bangladesh time) members of Bangladesh military’s intelligence services, the Directorate General of Forces Intelligence (DGFI), had taken away Tasneem from his home in Dhaka. Tasneem’s wife, left alone with their 6-month old baby boy, managed to get word out of his abduction.

Via email and SMS Bangladeshi bloggers from all over the world came together within minutes of hearing the news. Soon blog posts were going up everywhere. American and British bloggers joined in and the news spread quickly. Soon Human Rights Watch put out a press release demanding his release, and CNN and the Associated Press put the news out over the wire. After sustained pressure from human rights organizations, foreign diplomats, and the press Tasneem was released 22 hours later. He was alive, but he had been tortured.

After his release, Sweden offered Tasneem, his wife Suchi and his baby boy Tiyash, political asylum. Today they have begun a new life in Sweden, in exile.

On February 14th Human Rights Watch released a 44-page report  (PDF) entitled “The Torture of Tasneem Khalil: How the Bangladesh Military Abuses Its Power Under the State of Emergency”. The report, in first person testimony, details how the DGFI brutally beat and threatened Tasneem during his 22 hour ordeal.

Tasneem was taken to one of the DGFI’s torture chambers known as a “black hole”. The HRW report explains:

In Dhaka alone, the DGFI maintains at least three unofficial detention centers, known as “black holes.” “Black Hole 1” is located in DGFI headquarters inside Dhaka cantonment near BNS Haji Moshin naval base. “Black Hole 2” is near Kachukhet, a civilian residential area inside Dhaka cantonment. “Black Hole 3” is maintained in the Uttara residential district near Zia International Airport.

 Of his ordeal Tasneem writes in the HRW report:

The Forum article made my interrogators furious. They started beating me again mercilessly, from all possible directions with hands and batons and kicks. I pleaded with them to give me one last chance. I said I would not do those things again. But one person said I had already “made the blunder.” I think this was a reference to my lunch with the diplomats.

I started begging for mercy. The beating continued for some time. Then another person said, “We will think about giving you a chance, but you have to do as we say.” He said I had to write a confession to the AIG [Additional Inspector General] of police, saying what they wanted me to say. Then I had to beg for his mercy.

There were two CCTV cameras in the corners attached to the ceiling. There was a fan. I was sitting in front of a table and three batons were on the table along with some stationery. One was a wooden baton, about a meter long. The other two were covered with black plastic. Poking out of the end of these were metal wires which appeared to fill the plastic covers. The plastic and wire batons were a little shorter than the wooden one. I assume these were the batons they tortured me with. When one guy saw that I was looking at them, he put them aside. I’m not sure if they used electricity on me. The pain often came like shocks, but they were hitting me so hard that I’m not sure whether it was just the force that hurt like this or if it was electricity.

They tortured Tasneem because he had dared to write an article critical of the Bangladesh military and he had just recently given an interview to the Washington Post. It was not a ticking bomb scenario. It was pure thuggery, as all torture is.

Tasneem’s torturers barked that he was “anti-state” because his journalism hurt the military’s “image”:

And then the second voice said, “Baanchot [an abusive word], you have only reported on negative things. And you have fucked Bangladesh by your bloody anti-state reports. Whatever you have reported for CNN in all these years is all negative news. You shit on the same plate you eat, you are a traitor. You work for a foreign agency, and damage Bangladesh’s image outside.”

Someone started punching the side and back of my head. I started crying out in pain. Then someone cried out an order, “Bring in salt and nails!”

Tasneem’s torturer was the military government of Bangladesh. It was the state torturing its own citizen. The most fundamental responsibility of a government is the protection of its own people. When a government not only fails to protect its own citizens but instead actively terrorizes and tortures them it has lost all legitimacy, moral or legal, to govern. It has become anti-state.

Yet there are defenders of Bangladesh’s military government. The defenders include elements of civil society within Bangladesh who see the military as their meal ticket to power and foreign governments such as the Bush administration and the British government who believe only the iron hand of the military can control 150 million people who are perceived to be unfit to govern themselves. To these defenders the minor inconveniences of torture, death in custody, extra-judicial killings, suspension of fundamental rights, and the occasional mass beating are the cost of doing business. Certainly to these defenders the torture of one man, Tasneem Khalil, does not matter.

To me it matters. It matters that my friend was tortured. It matters that, save for the overwhelming response to his detention, he would today be a statistic – a dead body as a result of the uniquely Bangladeshi opera known as “crossfire“. It matters that the 150 million citizens of Bangladesh, who earned their freedom through blood and sacrifice, are today ruled by the gun.

So, this is my response to the email you sent me last week Tasneem. I was told over the weekend, in a harshly worded diatribe from a man with little regard for this “Virginia-based blogger”, that we bloggers are cowards. That we don’t understand real life. That we hide behind our keyboards. That we are irrelevant.


But I would not trade a thousand words that I write that fall on deaf ears for the one email that you sent me. I am glad you are here my friend. It is, in the sum total of my life, one of the facts I am most proud of.

Mashuqur Rahman [] is one of the highest read Bangladeshi-American bloggers. Critically acclaimed for his incisive analysis on Bangladesh, US foreign policy and dedicated advocacy of human rights.

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223 Responses to “Only Connect”

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    Well articulated Mash bhai. I feel the same way, and I will say this to you all, don’t be deterred by idiots who say we are irrelevant. It’s a sad loss of Bangladesh, when Bangladeshis are compelled to be exiles due to the punitive measures of the interfering military.

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    The whole idea behind the “hiding behind the keyboard” thing is rather a mixture of jealousy, lack of brainpower and a lot of dumbness.

    “You hide behind your keyboard”
    “You live in virtual world”

    – Are commonly heard, by these rugged thugs who understand nothing of this world, nor of the virtual.

    We have Jobs, we live in a house, we eat food, we bargain the rickshaw far, we go visit the park, we walk down the road, smoke a cigrette and think how dumb some people can be, calling us “you hide behind your keyboard – you are enemy!! ”

    Hah !

    Mash bhai, this situation really makes me want to give a big, illustrated post that clearly shows these dumb heads what the Internet and Blogging is all about.

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    And as of Repelling Torture, Supporting Anti-Torture organizations and supporting anti-torture on a personal level – it has become more of a Taboo in Bangladesh in the past few months.

    Thanks to the mil, our minds are now forcing us to think “hey torture is fun ! you should do it too !”


    “Uncle MUA Wants You To Torture ! “

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    Muhamad, by either silencing via intimidation or sending into exile all dissenters the Bangladesh military is ensuring that one essential ingredient of democracy, the right and obligation to dissent, is dying a rather fast death in Bangladesh.

    Discriminated, in response to this post, I just received a comment on my blog advocating torture of dissenters. That kind of comment is a sad testament to the slide into this groupthink that you mention in your comment.

    As for being “irrelevant”, I believe in one man (woman) one vote. So, my vote doesnt have to count more than anyone else’s, but collectively my vote (or my voice) together with others’ can be quite potent. I think technology, particularly the Internet, gives us, the common citizens, the power to harness our collective strength. It is a powerful tool for the advancement of ideas and of democracy. Already, the power of the common people, coupled with the reach of the Internet, is making a tangible difference in the US elections. Barack Obama is demolishing Hillary Clinton in fundraising, powered by nearly a million ordinary Americans who have contributed money to his campaign via the Internet.

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    zulfikar ali

    What is Moeen U doing in India? And why is he talking to indian political leaders about internal Bangladesh politics openly in public? Who gave him mandate to do that?

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    Mash bhai, I wasn’t simply thinking of our voting voice, more so, our power to effect changes in our society that goes beyond our vote, and, in this respect, we will never be irrelevant.

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